These posts are an exploration into Bianca’s inner world and the salient themes and lessons from her life’s struggles. She recounts her most defining awakening experiences as well as her ongoing dialogue with the universe about the deeper meaning of life.
Being unable to define myself, particularly my vocation, was a major pain point in my life. Whenever I latched onto a new field or landed a new job, something inside me would instantly revolt against it. Almost immediately the new endeavor felt like a straight-jacket and I would want out. Nothing felt like me.